Because it wouldn’t post it the first time…

Gooooood evening everyone! So I haven’t posted in at least two months and you probably all hate me (all five of you), but I am back and better than ever and I want to post so I will post and SO THERE, NYAH. And so, since I dropped off the face of the planet during Christmas break, a few updates. In bulleted form!
  • I got a new computer for Christmas! It is an Asus Notebook G60Vx, with 320 GB of hard drive space, 4 GB of RAM, a 2.13 GHz processor, and 1 GB of VRAM. In layman’s terms, it is a Jaguar. Some girls get cars for Christmas; I get a computer. And I am equally free. Also I got this to go with it. Together, they form a geeky monstrosity that is just wonderful.
  • I am officially a Communications major, and for Interterm I am taking Young Adult Literature. I didn’t realize when I signed up for the class that it was actually an English Education course, so we talk a lot about not only the books we read, but teaching them. It’s actually really fascinating. I’m not the only non-ed minor in there, though; one of them’s an Engineering major and she’s just taking this for fun. It involves a lot lot LOT of reading. Currently I am working on Anne Frank’s Diary of a Young Girl.
  • I haven’t done much story-writing lately, but I have been thinking about it, and I think in my spare time between writing essays, reading books, going to class, and playing games, I will begin writing again. I have a lot of ideas that need to be freed. Also Skye and Vien have been very active lately and they need to get out and play for a bit or else they will drive me crazy.
  • Be proud of me: I got up this morning at a quarter to seven, took a shower, got dressed, blow-dried my hair, did my make-up, printed out my essay, and had breakfast, and I still got to my 8:30 class with time to spare. My roommate was amazed that I was up so early, but I’m trying to make a habit of it. I want to be ready for next semester.
  • Next semester! My classes shall be Elementary Statistics, Thinking and Writing, Speaking and Listening, and Oral Interpretation. That’s two gen eds (Thinking and Writing is ENG 101) and two for my major. I’m also taking a guided study course, where I go in and the Academic Support advisor helps me schedule my week, make timelines for assignments, and organize my thinking so I know what to do next. I also have to go in for two hours a week for supervised study time. It’s a bit embarrassing that I have to take this course, but at the same time I know it’ll help tremendously. Everything Dr. Claassen and I will be working on is stuff that my therapist has recommended I work on anyway, so why not get his help? I need to learn to accept help, too.
As I write more stuff (and play Mass Effect *cough*) I will show you what I’ve done and what I think. But first I need to concentrate on my schoolwork. I know that sounds kind of cliche and stupid and just saying it to make my parents happy, but I am totally sincere when I say it’s not. Well, it is cliche, but that doesn’t make it any less true. I’m terrified of becoming an adult, yeah, and getting my own place and my own job, but at the same time it’s kind of exciting. I might actually live the life I dream about and read about. I might actually be someone special and important. But I can’t do that without working on it, and that’s what I’ve got to do now.
Even if it’s hard. And scary. And tiring. I guess that’s the most important part of becoming an adult in the end.
P.S. WordPress is being a bitch tonight so if this posts twice it is not my fault.

I really want to try hasperat now

So the end of the semester is–finally–here, and I have an announcement. I’ve changed my major. I’ve decided I’ll do what I’m happiest doing and best at, and I’ve finally realized that’s not art. It’s writing. So I’ve changed from art to communications major. Now let’s hope that the next semester goes better.

In other news, Christmas. Christmas. CHRISTMAS.

I am so insanely excited like you have no idea. I can’t wait to get home and go Christmas shopping, though I should probably order my dad’s gift. I’m getting him something online but I’m not telling what it is (mostly because I think he reads this. HI DAD). I don’t even know what I’m getting for my sister. I just love getting Christmas presents. My mom actually had to talk me out of getting even more presents for Allie and Becca just because I’d found the absolutely perfect t-shirts for them even though I’d already decided on what to get them. DILEMMA. T.T (I figured out what I’m going to do for that, though.)

In other other news, I’m well and truly addicted to Mass Effect. I love this game so much. To the point that Garrus Vakarian and Tali’Zorah nar Rayyah have taken up residence in my head. Irina–my Shepard–isn’t even the important point to me anymore. She is the driving force, yes, but my view of the story is … different, I guess. I’m more interested in what’s going on around Shepard. She affects the world around her, yes, so what is that world? It’s fascinating. With any luck, the next game will be just as fascinating. January 26!

As a result of all this, I have begun to write Mass Effect fanfiction. Yes I am that kind of nerd. It is Garrus-centric because I am a gigantic girlnerd, and features someone who has been close to my heart for a long time. So without further ado, here is the first little bit.

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It’s the curse of the shirtless men!

I went to see New Moon with my good friend Robert today. Here is my summary of it, as told to Alexanthra.

WARNING: SPOILERRIFFIC

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Day XVI

It is cold and wet and icky out. It even started snowing this afternoon. NOT FUN.

Words so far: 27,173

Day XVI: Mysterious men in very nice suits, and Kit is still Very Much a Boy. Also, bums.

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Day XV

Holy shit you guys I am loving Mass Effect right now. Have some italics.

Words so far: 25,496

Day XV: Videos, hospitals, plans, and Kit is a boy. Also, Pi.

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Day XIV

I like Saturdays. I can sleep in and not feel guilty about it.

Words so far: 23,822

Day XIV: Meet Calypso. Also, computers.

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Day XIII

HAPPY FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH EVERYONE! Today is “To Write Love On Her Arms” day, which basically translates into Self-Mutilation, Depression, and Suicide Awareness day. Self-mutilation in particular, I think. The idea is to, well, write LOVE on your arms in order to show your support for those who are recovering from depression and self-mutilation. As a former cutter myself, this had a special meaning to me. So when Christina offered to write LOVE on my arms today, I eagerly complied. Good thing I wore short sleeves today! 8D

In other news, I wrote 2000 words today exactly. Also, CHAPTER 4 HAS STARTED.

Words so far: 22,128

Day XIII: Finally, a description of the City and Prime has a spiffy cat. Also, buskers.

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Day XII

Earlier today I thought of something to put here but now I can’t think of anything. So have some more NaNo writing! This is the end of chapter 3; the entire thing can now be found in Writings.

Words so far: 20,130

Day XII: Demons that are not, in fact, demons, and a job offer. Also, screaming.

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Day XI

HUZZAH I actually finished before midnight tonight. I like how this has gone from X-Men to Hellboy. WHAT IS THIS I DON’T EVEN

Time for a shower, and then maybe some sleep.

Words so far: 18,735

Day XI: A new girl joins the Supernaturalists. Also, burgers.

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Day X

So I barely got anything done yesterday which is why I didn’t post, and as a result I’ve been writing a lot today despite feeling shitty. Chapter 2 is finished and posted on the Writings page. I changed Prime’s speech patterns, which I’ll go fix in Chapter 1 at some point. Beyond that, enjoy the start of chapter 3.

Words so far: 16,703

Day X:  And now for something completely different. Also, squirrels.

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